fear of losing everything i had to the future..

2006-12-16T19:37:00.000-08:00

='(

Now that they are gone,the house feel so....empty. so....insecure.today is only the first day that they are gone .there's still a whole week to go..it's like,when they are here,we don't even bother to close the door when we sleep.now, we even lock the door.at night ,locking the door still gives me creeps...staying at home with ***** only,make me feel ssooooo uneasy...*sigh*...

)'=

2006-12-12T19:39:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!

Hey,i am back...it's been some time since i up-date...

lots of work to do...

bye...

2006-11-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

SUNBURN!!!

Bonjour,

hey..today i got up at 6 just for the netball carnival.i was like so nervous before the match.we played 5 matches altogether.and guess what,we lose all 5 matches!!!! we were SO sway.always got all the very good school wan.it's either they were better then us or they were around our steanded.there's this school,they was like pumping the ball all the way wan.they can like bring the ball from one goal post to another with just three passes.i was like so pissed!!u cannot not go infront,and when i go forward,they pump the ball all the way to the back..what am i going do to??...losing all 5 matches means that we could not go into the second round..my coach's face was like black black wan..she did'nt scold us, but then it makes us feel guity.standing under the HOT sun from morning to afternoon cause me to have SUNBURN!! that is why i hate carnival...why can't they held carnivals indoor..?..=)

I HATE SUNBURN!!!!

A la prochaine.

2006-11-12T22:02:00.000-08:00

SIAN!

bonjour,

back from chalet.i will miss everybody alot, alot, alot.

got back our streaming result last friday.i was so disappointed with the result.everybody's result is so unexpected.i got into the third class, which is 3e3.at first i was like so confiden that i will go into 3e2 .dunno how they make want.now that i am in different class with laine ,i yu and sa liao.(for a friendship to last forever ,it requries a heart.)NEVER FADING.so sad.='(.

today got netball training again.coach did'nt come,which means that we can slack.yupyup.training today is very slack.we did 2.4km(AGAIN) then slack ,slack ,slack.it started raining in the middle of training.so we continue slacking.played under the rain.it's so cold , but fun.

went to look for miss A.. loh to ask about the subject i will be taking, with serence and hema.and you know what,she was like so evil.serence ask her if she can opt.and her reply is 'is your sci good? if it's not good don't come and talk to me.'GGRR..SSOO EEVVIILL..

holiday is so sian.netball, stay at home, netball, stay at home, netball, stay at home.SIAN!!

A la prochaine.

2006-11-05T23:18:00.000-08:00

Monday.

Bonjour,

yesterday my family woke up at 5 am just to see my sister off .she's leaving for Yunnan for some CIP thingy.so we were all force to wake up so early..but it's kinda nice to see people off at the airport.before they leave,everybody was like taking photo as if they were some kind of celebraties..my dad say that if 30 students leave,there would be at least 100 people sending them of.which was quite true.there's 1 student i saw,his mama, papa, sister,brother ,aunt, uncle, grandparents..all was there to send him off.!!it was like omg!!..sis coming home on 9 nov...

today got training again.training is SsOo tire.thank god there's no need to ran 2.4 km,or else i would be dead!!..when coach told us to ran 8 laps,we was like ssoo happy.then coach added"u all should know why u all only ran 8 laps."..at that time we did'nt bother on what she say cause we was like so happy(NO 2.4km!!).then after the 8 laps,here comes the "nice" part.we have to ran(or rather sprint)369.,which is that we have to sprint 3 laps, then 6 laps,then 9 laps,then 9 laps, then 6 laps, then finally 3 laps.and time was taken!!...everybody was like dying after that.so training after that was 'lighter'.we did straigh ran through..which was fun..we broke the record!(we did 136 passes without droping).=)..*sigh*..training,training,training and more training..

result for the streaming is being push back..it's releasing on friday..can't wait, can't wait.

till next time,

A la prochaine.

2006-11-01T20:00:00.000-08:00

Training!!

Bonjour,

Now that there's no more school and no more exam,netball training start liao.training from 2 days a week to 3 days!!..monday,wednesday and friday.it's not that i don't like training,but it's because it is so tiring.ok,take yesterday's training for example.after training,i was like 'oh,i don't wanna move,i cannot move liao.'..if you ask why we train so hard,it's because North Zone is coming,and there's not much time left.must jia you!!

yesterday went to laine's house to talk about the class chalet.laine drink 'ribena', i yu(face red) drink 'sprite' and we drink pesi...=)they was planning to set the 3D2N chalet on next week.hope that more people would go.like this it will then be 'funer'...can't wait.

(4 more days to get the result on which class we will be going..E2)

gotta go,

A la prochaine.

2006-10-26T22:27:00.000-07:00

End of 2e2!!

Bonjour,

...yesterday is the very last day everybody spent the day together as a class of 2e2'06.kinda sad.all the girls was like taking photo of each others to keep as a memories,but the guys was like...they just give me a feeling that ,that day is just a normal day in school.they were like playing cards,chess and so on.!!...so sad,so sad...='(

..how nice if time can just slow down ,or even stay still..so as to allow us to look back to the happy moments we had together.TWO YEARS,two years just flies past us like this.nobody can slow it down nor stop it.we could only treasure what we have got at that moment and keep it in a little box somewhere in our heart, and taking it out some time in our lives so as to remind us that there is actually a time when you actually had happiness.

treasuring the two years,

A la prochaine

2006-10-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

2 more days to last day of school !!

Bonjour,

...*sigh*...today is another stupid day...ok,i don't really feel like talking about today..everything is so weird!!

hey i can't belive it...it's holiday in 2 days time...plus...the sepration of 2e2.=
( .everything seems to happen so fast,2 years had past just like this..wonder how will the next 2 years be like..hmmm...

Oh..getting our result tommorow..can't wait to know how i do for my exam.half of me is enxious,the other half of me is scared!!...BTW,I WOULD NEVER GOT INTO E1 & NEVER WILL I WANT TO!!...

A la prochaine

2006-10-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

BLOODY MONDAY!!!

hey, e2

ok basically,yesterday is a BLOODY SUCKING DAY!!...morning,less then 25 people went to sch!! went to school for some BLOODY talks,and have to sit there for a BLOODY long time,and it is BLOODY boring!!!then i thoungh that today i can go out with my cousin to have fun..and who knows,THE mothers don't allow us to out!!!...say that my sisters too young and what so ever.!!!!

AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!

A la prochanie..

2006-10-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

Jobless!!

hihi,

Now that exam is over,life is so 'free'..ok,so 'free' is not really nice.it's like there's nothing to do at all.so i tried looking for job.ok...i'am not exactly jodless now,i have a job..but i will be quiting next week.don't ask why...just because i don't like that job and we only accept it because we don't dare or rather don't how to decline..*sigh*...

this whole week, i went to PS with laine and i yu for 4 times..1 time to shop,3 times to look for job and INTERVIEW!!..seriously,it's not easy looking for a job..there's so many job that their min age is 16!!..only fast food wan to hire 14 and above wan..
yesterday we went for interview..while waiting for the manager to come out,i was like freaking out!!..i can't even stand still..then when the manager come out,laine did all the talking...but there's nothing to talk too..it is the manager that's keep talking..we only orh orh...the manager said"hi,there's no more vacancy here,if you all want ,you can go to the shop at Taka,they need workers there.tell ***** that it's me that send you people, and he will know what to do."....it's like if they don't wanna hire people,then they should not have put that notice there!!..grrr.
after this ,i don't feel like working liao..suddenly got this fear for interview.hahas..but will work if i got a job for sure.

signing off,

buloo'buloo'

2006-10-13T19:42:00.000-07:00

OVER!!

heyhey,

yay..exam is finally over.now is like so 'qing song'.

yesterday right after the exam end,we(Y.J,sa,i yu & laine) went to J8 to buy present for CM.then we went to lanie's house.sa cannot come..got badminton..

We watch high school musical..so nice.after watching ,those song was like keep ringing in my head..i yu leave after watching..so 'ping jing'..hehe.so left the three of as.we sang some karaokes..but there's so much song we dunno wan..so have to skip skip skip..hahas...after singing sometime,we all was like so sian liao..all wanna sleep.
that was the time when laine take out the PS..some dancing game.whaaa..laine was so good at it, can have AAA.i keep getting E..hehe..

we left at around 7..my father came to fetch me.then i got scolding ...cause they are waiting for me to eat dinner and my father oso going out..next time go out cannot go home later then 6.30..but nvm lar...can go out can liao.hehes.

SO HAPPY,

next time,buloo'buloo'

2006-10-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

EXAM is here!!

heyhey,

Had my chinese exam today..for paper 2 ,the MCQ is quite diff lar..my ans was like 3,3,3,3..*sigh*..then the paper 1 is ok lor ..i think...and this is the first time i ask for another paper for my compo..=)..SHIT.tmr is english paper laio...i very very scared..never had good result for my english..

my studies is not going very well..=(..nothing seems to go in ...*sigh*..

gotta study,

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-27T00:50:00.000-07:00

Stress stress!!

heyhey,

omg!!..exam is just a few days away ..i'am soo stress!!STUDY STUDY STUDY!!there's so many things to memorise..science,D&T and geo.how am i going to survie in sec 3??..*sigh*...how i wish i could just drop dead.then don't have to go through LIFE...*SIGH*..

today laine's group went up to present for the geo project.they did very well..oh..i so jealous..hahas.but anyway congrats...i so scared and nervous now!! the eng drama oso coming liao...this few weeks is going to be very busy,nervous,scared and STRESS wan!!

O.o i start missing playing netball liao...i miss playing netball ,but not training.hehe..lazy lar.always ran ran ran wan.

ok ..cannot write much got to go and study liao.By the way,i changing maid liao..YAY!!(so bad..ok lar ,will miss her a bit lar..)=)..

gtg,

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

Netball rox!!

heyhey,

Oh..today so tired.went to school to continue the competition that we play half way.we fought with Ping Yi for the gold trophy...and...we won=
) YAY..woo they are very rough.thank god i never let my mood effect the way i play.After the game,everybody was like going crazy.We were soo high..screaming screaming and more screaming!!after all the screaming,we started talking photos...Oh..i am so happy=)..it's been a long time seen i'hv got a trophy for netball
...*sigh*..CCA stand down liao.the only place i got peace and to vent my fustration is gone..!!=(

ok..back to school work.i have read all the chapter i miss out for sci already.yay.=)two more weeks to exam.must start studying hard liao..*sigh*..i don't wanna go school on monday!!."happy and sad at the same"..

got to go,

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-18T19:22:00.000-07:00

hihi,

Oh my god..i can't belive that exam is just a few weeks later.i am not prepared for anything yet!!esp sci..mr.chan was teaching chapter 12 liao...and i haven even read chapter 11!! ..*sigh*..so stress!! i serously got no mood to study..and there are still so many thing to memorise,and i have not even started.must 'chong' liao.=(

Nothing more to say.

..*sigh*..,

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

hi guys,

i here by wish rashyd,valerie and daryl "happy birthday!".

Had my chinese oral yesterday.our tester is mdm chi.she test two classes...e1's boy and e2's girl.she is soo weird!!she came late,and we had to go and find her.i was like jumping around...cause i was dam nervous.i sway sway be the last one to be tested.actually xin yee is the last one want,but she had to leave early because she got the something to do..so she go first lor...the overall is not bad lor...i calm down after a while.so i can concentrate on what i am going to say.

after i finish,i went to the canteen to eat.and you know what...that kwang boon actually ate three bowls of noodles!!crazy guy!!...then me laine and i yu went to heart land mall to collect the cake .

...*sigh*...exam coming liao.which means that 2e2 is going to be seprated!!..i don't wan!!..*haiz*...but i still have to face the reality..everything is just part and parcel of life.reality is just so CRUEL!!=(

that's all,

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

hey all,

O.o..Yesterday went to alisa house to do the geo project with wasurat,randy and CM.it turns out that we spent most of the time watching the DVD.the title is 'my girl' ..if i am not wrong.half way through,i and sa went down to make sandwhich..not... bad lar..hahas..but still ,we manage to finish the project...=)

Today got training..it's not that tough..but dunno why we all feel so tired.chai chee sec came to had friendly with us..their B'grils short of players...soo they had to borrow players from us..hahas...i play 'GD' for the first quarter..and u know what...'GA' was like one head taller then me!...she's sec four and her hight is 176...mine is 157=(...i was so nervous and i lost all my confidence when i see her...so after that round...i told pei yi(another defender...slightly shorter then 'GA') that i would not be 'GD'as long as that girl play 'GA'!!
The last quarter was very fun.my coach played...and i dunno why i suddenly become very rough..most importantly,i play 'GK'..

Got netball carnival on sunday..wish me good luck...=)

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

Boring sunday

heyhey,

Sigh.there's nothing to do on sunday without them...we played cards for the whole morning, then went to heartland mall for window-shopping.We actually got $10 with us..so we have to plan on the things we want to buy(mostly food) for the four of us.hahas..we were hungry u see=)...we reach home and started playing cards again....BORING...

oh ya...the heymath homework is out.thank god there's only five tests.*sigh* i am so sick of all the ABC...i want numbers...hahas

gotta go.

buloo'buloo'

2006-09-02T01:02:00.000-07:00

Time flies

O0o...time pass soo fast. I was still waiting for the holidays on monday...and now it's here liao.sigh...so sian got one whole week dunno what to do.just sitting at home to rot...hahas.Oh..got training on thursday...lazy to go leh,but still must go.

Celebrated teachers' day in school the day before.Started off with some hip hop dance..soo FUN.After that was form teachers time.I yu open one packet of chocolate to share with the whole class.Mr.ash then gave us the permission to eat.
Mr.lee came to collect his teachers' day present(a comprehension with parents signature)which i forget to bring:(...then we took photos with the teachers...
The concert follow next...not bad lar...very cute...

Sayounara,

signing off.

2006-08-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

PS:never drift apart.

hey all,

this weekend is great.Went out to play with my cousin ...we when to the near-by playground to play,although it seems childish...but i really had a great time.It had been sometime since we sat down to chat...there was this topic we were talking about..."what will happen to the 13 of us when we group up"...i'am very scared...i'am very scared that we will drift apart when we grow up.We were very close to one another ,and i don't wish that the 13 of us will forget all the happy memories we had together... =(

Wonder what will we do for the holidays..wish that my father can organise a BBQ again,so that we can see one another again(got to see them once a week.Sometimes get to see them only two weeks later.)i just simply love them...

Monday training was soooo tiring,my leg now so 'sour'..hahas.Ok..classes was alright i guess...everything seems to go back to normal..Ohh,can't wait for thursday...to be exact,i can't wait to wear our class tee..hehe..

Nothing else

love ya

Life

2006-08-25T20:17:00.001-07:00

Life ,

Listen to the Exhortation of the Dawn!
Look to this Day!
For it is Life, the very Life of Life.
In its brief course lie all
the Verities and Realities of your Existence.
The Bliss of Growth,
The Glory of Action,
The Splendor of Beauty;
For Yesterday is but a Dream,
And To-morrow is only a Vision;
But To-day well lived makes
Every Yesterday a Dream of Happiness,
And every Tomorrow a Vision of Hope.
Look well therefore to this Day!
Such is the Salutation of the Dawn!

My blog.

2006-08-24T00:43:00.000-07:00

Hey all,

Mint here. I just created this blog and all thanks to Lan who helped me. =D

Gotta go.

Love ya.